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Life is Too Damn Short

Sun Aug 10, 2008, 7:07 PM
Hello everyone.
I think I owe you all an explanation.

I'm sorry for my lack of update, and lack of "Overdrive" pages. Truth is, I've lost the passion.

I apologise to everyone I have let down.

I guess University drained my will to do anything else creative. I thought being on holiday would change that, but it's only gotten worse.

Over the passed 2 months, 3 friends of mine have passed away due to separate reasons. Reece, Rob and then Tanya. More recently, the relationship with my boyfriend has been crumbling. 2 more of my friends have been diagnosed with illnesses and will go in for various tests and operations. Life hasn't been very fair lately. It's just not fair. I wish there couldve been ways to save my friends, if only I could've done something. At least, I wish I couldve seen Reece and Rob before they departed. I hadnt seen either of them for a long time. And I wish I actually pushed Tanya to see a doctor. I only mentioned that she should, though I never really pushed her to do so.

I'm currently trying to patch things up with my boyfriend. Our breakdown couldn't have happened at a worse time.

There have been lots of tears, but not all has been bad. My University results for semester 1 were great and I came fourth in an anime comp and won some cash.

So, I can't promise anymore pages for "Overdrive." Don't get me wrong, I really want to work on it, but I guess I feel more satisfaction after finishing a one-shot piece of art. I go back to Uni tomorrow, so I guess art will be slow as usual.

Sorry.

-Blu

  • Mood: Disbelief
  • Reading: Twilight (again)
  • Playing: Crisis Core (again)
  • Drinking: tea

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... :(

There's nothing I could say, Hellfire-sama. :(

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*Hugs back*

Thank you.

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Yeh I'll be ok. Thanks gato :)

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Take care. :hug:

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